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Hey bloggers.
How are you?
I think it's going to be so much fun, even after graduation come up.
Instead of joyousness, I find up a mess.
Friends, they're suppose to be the mess.

Well, have you felt so much broken?
Broke within the feeling of loser.
And exactly not caused by love matter.
Have you ever felt a kind of solitary life?
Without friends, they avoid you.
Just imagine that your mind is being magnetized by your conclusion
of living a life without friends.
What could it be?
With friends, we raft along in the river of struggle to overcome the storm.
We ditch the dismay.
We cope with life suffocation.
Just keep on imagine, that without them, you're trying to get through the hardships of your life, alone, by yourself.
So frantic, right?

Here's the story begin.
I'm in the middle of trouble.
I can't seem to handle it.
Lately my friends avoiding me for a reason.
Yes, I plead it.
The reason is, myself which always fettered by emotion and ego.

I know my self quite well, that can turn out very vixenish sometimes.
And I can't endure anymore to cover up that.
I realize I have made mistakes, but it's pretty common thing people do.
I confess I did it wrong once again, therefore, a single 'sorry' won't work.
Hope for an apology, but I'm too timid to ask it.
Clinging on time and think if it will alternate anything.

I've preyed by raging fire. A fire of my own nature, which is derive from a very noxious ratio.
My way of thinking just get derailed, that's what I have much often.
I've been indulged in a negative point and visualized by faulty sight.
I guess it's my nature, not to be lovable.

I'm really eager on having trusty comrades, understanding, sincere. and enjoyable at the the same time.And to furnish all I have wrote, I just want to let you know that for sure,

I urgently need A TRUE FRIEND.